Consider Yourself Warned...

Warning: I curse, I do somethings you may disapprove of, I have "adult" content writing and art.

If you don't like it, scram. It won't change. Haha.

Who Am I?

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Macomb, Illinois, United States
I'm a seventeen year old girl with some issues and a passion for writing and weird things. Insomnia and depression, a bit of an attitude as well. Ignorance is NOT bliss, I can stand unintelligence to a degree but don't push it, seriously. I enjoy body modifications, I have several. The darkness is my friend. I'm a Junior in high school, I'm ready to begin life. Yeah...That'll be all for now.

9.26.2010

Day 1- Change is Beautiful...

Change is beautiful...
But also can be a bit ugly.
And it can be formed from something ugly.
Let's see...

-I suffered from anorexia nervosa/bulimia.
What’s changed is that I’m fighting it and trying to stop the thoughts that caused it.
It’s still hard but I’m managing it.

-I used to dye my hair blonde all the damn time, different shades and kinds of it that all looked like shit.
Now I cycle from black to dark brown. And the best part is…It looks good.

-I was pale.
I tanned this summer, very reluctantly.

-I used to be really lazy, some years back. I did absolutely nothing, for shiz.
Now I walk a lot.
I write as much as I breathe.
Quite active.

-I used to just be one of the guys.
Now they see me as a tough chicky. Much as they should.

-I used to be a door mat.
Now this door mat has spikes. ;
=)

I’m just a lot different.
You can’t quite record change because views change and it’s just a mess.
But please, do reflect.

This list was just hard to do because I calculate change differently than I did years ago.