Wishes that are best to come true when they come from the heart.
Thus, here's my heart-felt wishes.
The genie is only granting three.
My first wish is...
I wish I didn't feel so alone.
I feel alone even amongst friends because I...I've went through things they haven't and feel things they don't.
It's so hard anymore...
I miss when I felt safe with someone's arm around me.
And don't get me wrong, my friends are there for through thick and thin but there's stuff they don't know about because I think it'd change a lot of things.
My second wish...
I wish me and my family got along.
We have our moments where everything is okay but then there are long periods of times where I want nothing more to be across the globe from them.
And the situation with my dad...I'm so tired of it.
I'm leaving and going far away from him because I can't handle it.
He makes me feel worse than shit.
He shouldn't do or say the things he does... No father should.
My third wish...
I wish that Mia and I, as well as other people who hurt constantly, didn't have to bear through that.
I'm continuously sick. I was anorexic/bulimic and now I have a mannerism or "tick" in my brain that causes me to throw up.
On top of that, my stomach is the equivalent of a fire ball because of all the acid in my stomach.
And I have severe depression issues mixed with insomnia. So I'm exhausted all the time but I can't sleep.
This past week, I've slept so much, even missing school to sleep because everything has me down.
I hope by some magic, these wishes come true, it'd be wonderfully lovely.
Love,
Amy*Sea
Who Am I?
- Amy Sea
- Macomb, Illinois, United States
- I'm a seventeen year old girl with some issues and a passion for writing and weird things. Insomnia and depression, a bit of an attitude as well. Ignorance is NOT bliss, I can stand unintelligence to a degree but don't push it, seriously. I enjoy body modifications, I have several. The darkness is my friend. I'm a Junior in high school, I'm ready to begin life. Yeah...That'll be all for now.
