Expression is Sometimes Scary.

Today, I wrote some poems but it's not happy like I wish it was.
It's sad, it's dark, and it's depressing.
Some people don't like the depressing stuff that I write, some do.
I wish people would just see that it's me expressing myself instead of going, "Oh it's depressing...Don't be so down all the time."
I would if it were so simple.

I'm kind of scared of how dark the poems are.
It's like the stuff I wrote months ago, when I was still cutting.
I haven't done any of that though, in months, and I don't plan on allowing myself to slip back into it...
But the urges are there and I'm fighting it...Hopefully I am stronger than temptation.

I'll post more later...