Well...This is Weird.

I'm on a creative hang up of sorts.
I'm thinking in captions, being vain in a way, my eyes are camera lenses, and  I aim to change.

I can't write right.
It's all too short and all too philosophical.

I keep cutting my hair and other things involving mutilating my body in the pursuit of beauty.
I say mutilate in a comedic sense.

I keep thinking about cool photograph themes.

One idea is the classic pin up type make up like this ^
But with blood dripping out the corners of my mouth. And other goth twists.
And I know what I'd wear in it too, my homecoming dress:

Dearly sorry for the amount of cleavage present.

Another idea is more cryptic...
My arm rested on the rim of the bath tub, "blood" dripping off my wrist.
I want express how I was.

Another idea is me or someone sitting against a brick wall, my/their mascara running with duct tape over my/their mouth that has red lips drawn on it, my/their arms bound with their legs out infront of them/me and hands in their lap. Eyes wide, scared.
A far away shot and a close up.

A "Party Girl" shot, with a girl dressed up, make up smeared and laying on the cement. Smiling while looking out of her mind.

Me dressed up as the classic paparazzi get-up, camera in hand, and fangs. Then, another person dressed as a celebrity and to clarify even better, celebrity "carved" in their forehead, a bite at their neck. And of course, they'd be really pale from blood loss, eyes rolled up, mouth open in a corpse's gasp.

I've really thought these out...they just pop into my head.

What do you guys think?