Ruiner [Poem]

I can feel happiness slipping out of my finger tips,
I knew what you were planning to say before it escaped your lips.
No more tricks,
Each lie is another brick
You take,
Keep it up and the structure will break.

You steal my happiness every time I build it up,
Go away, I've had more than enough.
You've got the key to unlock the flood gate,
You love to fuck with fate.

Don't look at me, I'll shatter,
You tell me you care but I really don't matter.
The toy you don't want to lose,
But hit and bruise.

Don't touch me, your hands are filthy,
Your embrace is deathly.
You take a part of me with every touch,
Because of you I've lost so much.

So take it all or stay away,
Reason of my ruined day.
I'm done forgiving you,
Nothing you've said was true.