Consider Yourself Warned...

Warning: I curse, I do somethings you may disapprove of, I have "adult" content writing and art.

If you don't like it, scram. It won't change. Haha.

Who Am I?

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Macomb, Illinois, United States
I'm a seventeen year old girl with some issues and a passion for writing and weird things. Insomnia and depression, a bit of an attitude as well. Ignorance is NOT bliss, I can stand unintelligence to a degree but don't push it, seriously. I enjoy body modifications, I have several. The darkness is my friend. I'm a Junior in high school, I'm ready to begin life. Yeah...That'll be all for now.

11.08.2010

Day 6 of Growing Up.

I haven't been reading a lot lately, which sucks to be honest.
I used to read all the time.
Last book I read was about a girl whose father raped her but she blocked it out and couldn't solve it. And she cut herself.
That was about...a week ago.
I was fascinated by it because it showed the frailty of the human mind and I could to relate to the reasons she cut for the most part.
It was Scars.

I'm fucked up haha.

On another note, I detest human interactions for their awkwardness.
...Besides hugs and cuddling.
Damn it.

Kisses are bad, mkay?
They made me and my friend awkward.
He's too mushy now.
I not want lovey-doveyness.
I sick. *COUGH COUGH COUGH*
No means no, mkay?
Ugh.

And. I blush too easily.
And, I'm awkward around people I don't know. So I blush even more.
Stupid blood that floods my face, bugger off.
Seriously.

I was shakey today, I get that way when I'm around people. Due to my anxiety.
It's like my hand drank loads of coffee, heh. McTwitchin'.
Gahdamnit.
I hate my body.
Stupid body... -_-

I'm tired.
...Really,
TIRED.

Today was slowwww =/

I hate make-up homework, homework, Physics (sorta), and everything else.

I've been punching things in my sleep. It's bad, I've cut up my knuckles >.<

Yeah...